I think how this is gonna work is that i make an archive page and link everything there when i make a new post i put it on this page, which will suck but it seems the easiest rn but who knows, this is all about learning! todays date is the 31st of may and horray! pride month is almost here
i think i might spend some time with my boyfriend and go to pride tmmrw, but first i get to see someone i havent seen in ages so this should either be really fun or really fucking akward..
life has also not been the most fun for me mentally, Its been alot of ups and downs side to sides, hell ive gotten kicked so much they need to replace the soccer ball with me.
I just think that life has just been going, and going, and going, to the point i no longer feel i have control. Which normally i wouldnt fucking care but for somereason i had to hit a guy for calling me a fag
so now im kinda just fucked until august but who cares atp im putting my time twoards something productful.
also cops are pigs lmao, bro pulled me over like 2 months ago for a ticket quota and found my weed so fucking weak.
who knows, learning to code might keep me from going insane, it already feels like im going crazy
My hormones, not the blockers, the estrogen itself went up like 40% I really fucking hate this honestly
I just want to be myself and feel comfortable in my own skin but nooo, fuck me RIGHT
I think what hurts the worst is the fact My bpd makes it hard to keep a stable relationship or anything stable for a matter of fact lol its wtv tho
anywho,,,goodbye